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fuck them all,thanks lily:)Look inside
Look inside Your tiny mind Then look a bit harder Cos we're so uninspired So sick and tired Of all The hatred you harbour So you say It's not okay to be gay Well I think You're just evil You're just some racist Who can't tie my laces You're point of view is medevil Fuck you Fuck you very very much
Cos we hate what you do And we hate your whole crew So please don't stay in touch Fuck you Fuck you very very much Cos your words don't translate And it's getting quite late So please don't stay in touch Do you get Do you get A little kick out Of being small minded You want to be like your father it's approval your after Well that's not how You'll find it Do you Do you really enjoy Living a life that's so hateful Cos there's a hole where your soul should be You're losing control of it And it's really distasteful Fuck you Fuck you Fuck you You say You think we need to go to war Well you're already in one Cos it's people like you That need to get slew No one wants your opinion Fuck you Fuck you Fuck you December 30 不可控很多事情是不可控的,生活本身就是一部悬疑片。
我们拼命努力为了什么,还不是为了让自己更加强大以便更好的做出选择。
可是每每面对选择的时候我都是那么的无力,不是不想,是不够强大,
不够强大就没有主动权。
转眼一年即将过去,快乐的一年,收货了太多。
要笑着迎接新的一年,无论发生什么,都要相信,你想要的,都会实现。
无论痛苦,悲伤,或是快乐,我们都平安。
我现在在这里,所以我会努力保护我所爱的。
如果有一天我去了很远的地方,我还是会用生命去守护我所爱的。
2010年,你好~幸福~ November 17 感恩月 做疯子没关系上上周末教堂聚会结束,我和文文兴高采烈,在教堂旁的大阶梯上喝豆浆吃面包,讨论人生诉求的大问题,突然间天降一傻逼,对不起,我真的不想用这两个字来称呼他,但是怎奈何其出现速度之快并伴随着一股久违的烟臭味。
"hello ladys,may i borrow your lighter?"
我心想你丫没事儿吧明明是一正版的北京混混儿style还跟我这儿说英文。。。
随后他欣然坐在我们旁边,用他那涂了指甲油的脏手给我递烟,然后看到文文手中的<please kill me>(这书最近很火,前不久我也买了一本,貌似大家对60‘s都很感兴趣似的)后畅谈自己的人生经历,当然前提是我们根本没打算听接下来丫说的每一句话,不过他还是没等我们白眼就已然开始了,这家伙貌似对摇滚乐还是有一定的了解,圈儿里的人也多多少少认识,声称自己以前也玩乐队,问他乐队叫什么名字,他把烟头往地上一扔,
“烟蒂乐队!”
。。。。。。
我别艹TM了!本年来还打算听丫蛋几句但就冲这个我直接急了,哥们儿咱不带这么耽误工夫的,我俩欲走之,谁料文文的书还在他那,并且其阅读某章节后开口做诗:
“我要做你的狗,吃你的屎还让你牵着走。。。其实我以前也写歌词。”
可怕的1分钟沉默后,文文说:把书还给我。声音低沉,面色凝重。。。
而我的心则在滴血。。。
我!!!!就!!!!!艹!!!!!~~~~~啊~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!
然后。。。然后文文男友来接她了,太好了有人来救我们了,我想看来我也能得救了,我们一起逃跑,结果跑到他男友那,我被一个活生生的残酷事实所击败:
他男朋友今天开的是smart。。。只容两人。。。
于是我挥泪抄另一条路跑了,边跑边祈祷愿主保佑再别让我们碰见这人!
途中收到文文的短信,说那人是五道口有名的疯子。。。
不管怎样,上帝保佑他所有的孩子,只是,朋友,出来吓人真的很不好,特别是吓唬姑娘。。。
忙碌的一周过去,上周末海淀堂聚会我欢欢喜喜地去了,特意早到了半个小时,感恩月里教堂摆满了兄弟姐妹带来的蔬菜水果,人们看上去也都特别高兴,茫茫人海中,一个熟悉的面孔不禁让我汗毛耸立。。。丫又来了,这一次,他坐我后面。
哈利路亚。
November 02 雪白雪白地迎来了冬天~真的是瞬间就入冬了,从兰会所回来的晚上下着雨,感觉秋雨绵绵地结束了万圣节狂欢,然后一睁眼整个世界都是白色的了。
瑞雪兆丰年,护身符果然灵验,明年一定会更好。
每天快到下班的时候,总是突然想起来还有这个没做那个没做,这样可不好,不过貌似大家都和我一样,越到下班越纠结,不过今天还是决定早点回去了,明天还有一堆事情,还要交作业~!!
周末和max还有他的朋友们去吃万圣节的晚餐,目标就是簋街,不过后来还是溜达到了花家怡园,选了那个四合院~
兰会所针刺疗法的party还是很high的,不过今年都怪他摇摆不定导致我的计划没法实施,素着去的。
转眼又是万圣节,转眼又是一场大雪,转眼这个人又胖了一圈。
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Sept. 23
carina leewrote:
谢谢你们 我很好 我没有哭 我已经做了决定
Life goes on .
Sept. 17
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